This morning's email from the agency said that the girls are currently on hold with another family and that we could be placed on an interest list for the girls.
Here are a couple of thoughts...
it's difficult not having a decisive yes or no.
So that means I still have hope. But after a few minutes of trying to do... nothing... and not sure how to feel... I went and took a quick shower and prayed.
I feel like this is just part of the journey and I've come up with some possible reactions for when the agency emails back in response to my questions.
1. If we would be 1st on the list to wait - I would be very hopeful. I would ask what documents we need to get lined up so that if/when the girls become available, we could easily and quickly give our intent docs.
2. If we are second on the list, I would think there is still a glimmer of hope, but I would be realistic in the sense that 2 other families would have to be interested and then change their minds and that seems very unlikely.
3. If we were 3rd, I would see it as a put our name on the list - even if we are 4th or 5th - but I would see it as a no.
4. If we were 10th, I'd seriously consider not putting our name on the list.
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